A rather suicidal one.
I don't want to do this anymore,
All these things going on.
It's too much to bear,
too much to handle.
I'm sick of holding on,
Someone save me,
Cause it's something you gave me.
This suicidal tendency.
A low-self-esteem one.
Why do I do this to myself,
and everybody else?
I put them through this pain and misery,
Lookin' to get some treasury.
Yet all I get is this unsatisfactory pain,
I'm becoming a masochist.
Someone save me,
my head's goin' crazy.
Don't know..
This love and this pain,
it's all gone,
No more.
If I just leave this world,
It'll all be over by the time there's war.
This war's on in my head,
These dem